She knocks on my door with such gentleness that I have no choice but to move towards the opening.
I can feel her love penetrating beyond barriers as she motions me to come forward, and my hand reaches for the door.
And then the rain came and rushed until it broke through the weakened dam. The crackle of light that followed the thunder that is my heart, seeped through and I can breathe once again.
Somewhere she’s been waiting for me, and as she takes my hand she says, ”Come Nanna, let me carry you for a while. I will hold you until my heart beats with yours and fills you with your deepest desires”.